Counting my Blessings

So many recent things have helped me to put my life into perspective and count the many blessings that I have.

Earlier this month on our trip I saw just a small picture of what life is like in less priveledged countries. Seeing the kids on the streets trying to sell stuff just breaks my heart. I remembered the feeling I had from my last visit, so I thought the least I could do was bring a smile to their face by giving them a small gift. Together with the other girls we handed out an array of small gifts: coloring books, crayons, stickers, bubbles, and jumpropes. The looks on their faces just brought a smile to my face and reminded me to enjoy the little things in life.

I don't know how many readers are avid Amazing Race fans, but last week on the show I had tears flowing as I was reminded again of how blessed I am to live in the United States where I have a beautiful home and have everything I need and much more.

I also feel so fortunate right now for my husband's job. It seems like every few days I hear of a friend or family member being layed off of their job. So many people are struggling, and I feel so helpless. Families are becoming displaced as homes are being forclosed on, and I sit here complaining that I don't have a yard! I feel guilty for the many gripes I have made about having a small home with no yard. It is good to be reminded once in a while of blessings in my life.

A supportive husband is at the top of the list as well. Kirk isn't a super sensitive guy, but he and I are completely meant for eachother. It hasn't been easy for our family with me going to school, and I want to give up at times. He is there pushing me toward the goal that I so desperately want and feel like I need. I love him for the strong man he is. He makes me want to be a better person, and that is one of the many things that I love about him.

Finally, I am so grateful to be a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latterday Saints. My testimony of the gospel gives my life a guiding light and a true understanding of the purpose of life. I see so many who fall victim to confusion and to the things of the world. The Gospel brings me peace, joy, and safety.